The Dating Game
Ok..so I havent done this whole dating thing in a while..I have been busy,working and have had little time for myslef..let alone for others…
But thats not to say that people havent approached me or they havent asked me out etc…they have and I have considered but mostly stayed away for a few reasons..I find most of the men I meet a bit ‘out of their league’ to deal with a ‘young struggling’ entrepreneur…
I am a bit intimidating and I like it that way..I will never be willing and open till the time I am sure…
I am an obsessive worker and I forget to call..can be abrupt and generally a bit of an absent-minded ‘girl’ to be around…
I am sure I appear head strong but that I think is a front…I can be as ‘vulnerable’ as the next person and at the end of the day there is very little which will make me tick ‘personally’
I want ‘unconditional’ acceptance and ‘security’…both are not on the table and hence I am not game…
Dont have time for frivolous,egoistic,time pass and commitment phobia….
Plus I need to let my gaurd down sometimes…I have no rescue fantasies and I like being treated like a ‘girl’ sometimes…I take care of everyone most of the time..I want to be a bit selfish and ‘feel’ loved,cherished and ‘wanted’ by the one man who matters …
I am old fashioned enough to NOT take the lead but thats not to say that ‘a little romace’ wont go a long way in making the world go pink:)
No harm in dreaming!!
Someone needs to like me for me..not a little less…not a little more…not ready to go through the ‘emotional attyachar’ without the promise of a lifetime…yes I am not reasonable …***k reasonable…I want what I want and thats that!!:)
